day 23: Something I Always think "What If" About?

Well, i suppose the largest thing i think "What If" about is more so...What if i don't pass school this year.

I am personally doing fine, and i think i WILL pass, but i just cant shake the fear or worry that i wont.
I haven't always done very well in school and to be honest, this has been one of my best years in a very long time. i just...i'm scared that if i really don't keep on it, i would fall into my old habits of procrastinating and making things far worse for myself than they already are. Now, i mean that in a school/future way. My life as it is right now, with the help i am getting from my sister, me (hopefully) getting a new job soon, and being able to save up decent amounts of money so i can get a car.

Anyway, yus!
this is really the only thing i think "What If" about at the moment :3

see you all tomorrow!! :D
OOH but not too early, i haz another interview!!!!!! :D
Its my second interview with this place, and this time its with the entire crew.
If i make a good impression on them, and they tell the manager, he will hire me!!! :D

Wish Me Luck All!!! :D

Day 22: 10 Things About Me People Don't Really Expect?

hmmmmm :3

1: I am normally very very clean, unlike most teenagers
2: I am able to run for a decent amount of time despite my physical appearance
3: I am quite a lot stronger and faster than people expect
4: I dont give up easily :P
5: I dont do drugs! unlike most teens ._.
6: I stay out of trouble! :D
7: I actually have good manners! :D
8: I am very open online but SUPER shy in person D:
9: I dont actually like candy all that much <_>
10: I know how to cook very well! :D

there are more things if you all want to know! just comment and ill extend the list! :D

Day 21: Something I Can't Seem To Get Over?

hmmm....i dont really think there is anything that is bothering me. Not even things from my past that used to destroy me, seem to bother me anymore.

I suppose one thing that gets on my nerves is the way people are punished for crimes in the US. Stealing a movie/song can get you 15+ years in prison + a steep fine. yet there are people who get 10-15 for killing someone, or raping another person/child. Only severe murders get sentenced 25 years + AND most of them have a chance for parole.

I seriously just cant get over how twisted our justice system is. pedophiles run free, murderers get out and are able to run the streets. drug dealers run rampant but if you steal a song....oh god forbid that. lock you up for good and rape you in the ass with fees that will prevent you from ever getting your life back for stealing a song or movie.

Beyond this, there isnt really anything i truly cant get over besides our government BUT ill post that rant at another time. See you all later!! :P

Day 20; The Last Agrument I Had?

hmm, lets see......the last argument i actually had was last night XD

Me,Quinn, and my other friend Jakub were all over at quinns house playing a game. we then started arguing about politics <_>

its not a very interesting argument but, my side was the fact that America is fucking retarded for sticking its nose in business where it doesnt even belong. thus throwing us down the economic collapse and blah blah blagady blah...nobody wants to hear about politics .-. 

then it turned into an argument about what country would be the next world power (Basically be the next old america) and my vote was on Russia, quinns on china, and jakubs on mexico....
quinn and i then turned to jakub and told him to stay off of drugs because we all know mexico will not be the next world power .-.

Russia ftw, thats all i gotta say :P

ANYWAY this was the last argument i was in XD

Sorry about missing yesterday!!! D:

I am VERY sorry i missed yesterday everyone,i was taking care of sean literally all day. Mike (His father/My Brother In Law/The man my sister married) went to get his Conceal,Carry licence  so he is able to have his gun on him at all times. dont know why he wanted or even really needed it, our neighborhood is fairly safe but hey, to each his own. ANYWAY, gonna get right back on that challenge, even though i have failed the 30 days thing :/

May as well still do it ^_^

Req; Describe my best friend! (other than marija) ;-;

ok....well this is an odd one <_>

His Name is quinn and i have known him for about...5...-checks-.....yes...5 years....actually next month <_>

anyway, quinn is quite the odd one, and i suppose that is why he is my friend XD
He is a huge gamer, so we play games together like...all the time, usually its games like pokemon or smite, or even some halo. we very rarely ever play his CoD games but when we do, its usually hardcore mode, and i kill our team to ensure we lose ^_^ (horray for being un-kickable as a guest :3)

ANYWAY, he is taller than me by about 5-6 inches, he has brown hair, white skin, brown eyes, and....is really messed up at times. You know how in every group of friends, there is that ONE friend that can turn ANYTHING perverted......yeah....thats quinn, thats quinn 100%.

he will literally turn ANYTHING perverted....he even found a way to make pancakes sound perverted...and im still trying to figure out how o.o

but yes, this is my friend quinn! a game nerd,odd pervert,yet a very loyal friend ^_^

Day 19: Something that never fails to make me feel better!

Oh this is an easy ooooooooneeeeeeee <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

There is only one thing, one person in the entire world, who never ever ever fails to make me feel better!
That, is my amazing,lovely, wonderful girlfriend Marija <3

Whenever i am sad, she is always there for me. she picks me up off the ground when i have fallen, beats the dust right off of me, and hugs me ever so tightly <3
I love it so much! I love Her so much! <3

Seriously, if there was only one thing i could ever count on, its her <3
I love you baby!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

day 18: Disrespecting Parents

Im on both sides of the fence with this subject really. i honestly dont feel that parents who are undeserving of respect, should get it.

 I feel that only parents who truly deserve the love, respect, and devotion of their kids should get it.
If a parent has done nothing for their child, or treats them absolutely horribly, then....yeah i say it IS ok to disrespect them,because they dont deserve that respect in the first place.

I Want To Tell You About A Special Girl!

I wanted to tell you all, about a very very special girl. the kind of girl, every man in the world wants. the kind of girl that makes you feel lucky just to even know her. The kind, that makes you feel alive <3

My girlfriend, is this girl.
Her name is Marija, and it sounds so very very sweet to my ears!

Marija is hands down, one of the most beautiful,most amazing,most kind,fun,talented,helpful,loving people, you could ever meet in this world. i truly am, the luckiest man in the world to even have her in my life, but to have her, to love her, and to have her love me back.....its impossible to even begin to describe how lucky i am! <3

When i first met Marija, it was on PewDiePie.net and we met over the shout box. i was randomly talking with a girl named femalebro (or fema for short) and Marija (Blue) said hello to me =)
now, the second she said that....i felt something....weird.

you see, before her, i had been destroyed so many times by all of the people around me, and i dont mean in just love. i mean all friendships i had, were severed. people beat me, abused me, tortured me, pushed me down and stood on my chest, barely giving me a chance to breathe. i never thought i would find someone who would even want to be my friend. but when she talked to me....i immediately felt....drawn to her. my...my stomach just...filled with butterflies and, i actually smiled...

i hadn't smiled for a couple of years...not a real one anyway. so...as you can imagine, this all felt....weird to me...but in a good way! soon after that, we found ourselves on msn and we literally talked ALL DAY! god that was such a wonderful day! <3 <3 <3

i still remember how i told her that i....i really liked her.....i was in love with her...
Me:"im nervous to tell her that i like her"
Her:" Come on, its easy! ill go so you can tell her!"
me: "if you go....i cant tell her"
Her:"And why not?"
me:"Because.....you....are her...."


i was so nervous to tell her how i felt, and...she picked up on it really really early! XD
for about an hour and a half she kept trying to get me to gather up enough courage and tell her the truth about how i felt XD

Even today, i still sit here....shocked at how lucky i truly am to have someone as amazing as her, in my life, and in my future. i really wish, i was poetic enough and smart enough to begin thinking of words.....words to try and tell her, how lucky i feel, and how much i truly love her <3

Its hard, because in my mind....nothing comes close. not a single thing. But even if i cant find the right words....one thing...is very....very clear. something that cannot be denied..

I love you Marija,
I love everything about you!
I love who you are, 
I love what you are, 
I love all the things you do, 
I love all the things you say!

Every time i think about you, i cant help but smile. it really is impossible for me to hold it back, because you fill my stomach with so many butterflies, some times i start laughing and crying tears of joy! <3

Marija, you are my absolute everything, and without you....i would be totally lost.
you are that one light.....that one bright light that is able to pierce the veil of darkness cast over my life.
You pierce through, warm my skin, heal my heart, and brighten up my life <3

I love you Marija,
I am forever yours!
I truly cant wait to see you this Christmas!
and i cant wait to slip that ring on your finger<3

You are my Life
You are my Love
You are my Smile
You are my Laughter
You are my Everything

You are, MY Marija <3

Day 17: Things that make me Afeared D:

(the real title is things that make me scared but i like saying a-fear-ed as one word to replace scared...because why not? its cute :3 )

well, ill just make a little list ^_^ (by the way, these arent in any order, but i will clearly point out the one that scares me the most :P )

1: Spiders....i fucking hate spiders....they make me angry, and very scared at the same time, ESPECIALLY tarantulas....i want to burn those damn things....but, i have to have like some military grade flame thrower in order to do so because i am NOT getting ANYWHERE near those fuckers....

2: Driving, now this is a weird one, because driving is important now. its not MY driving that scares me, because i actually do pretty damn well ^_^
its actually the other people on the road. i cannot control how they drive, how they pay attention, and weather or not they text while they drive. so basically, i cant stop them from doing something stupid and running into me, or running out in front of me by going through a red light/stop sign.

3: Failing school. i have only recently (as in this year) actually started trying in school so my previous years have hurt my GPA (grade point average) but this year i am doing pretty well actually! :D
but anyway, its to the point that if i fail even half of a class, i wont graduate this year so...it scares me even IF im doing as well as i have been ;-;

4: Losing Marija (this, is the thing that scares me the most...)
This here, is my absolute biggest fear. kinda weird eh? not my own death, not pain, not even the loss of my mother. My biggest fear, is losing the woman i love....

now...this is my biggest fear because, before she came along, my life was full of nothing but darkness. i had been tortured, abused, beaten, hated, and just pushed away from everyone. i was truly...alone and i hated everyone and everything in the world, because it hated me....

Marija turned that all around for me. she shows me love, shows me kindness, and is that one bright, warm light....the only light that is able to pierce the veil of darkness, and warm my skin <3
i have a future with her, i have a life with her, i have a reason to life with her, and....i have a reason to smile, because of her <3
Marija is my everything, and if i ever truly lost her...my entire world would come crashing down within an instant. i love her....there is not much more to say....other than...

i truly...deeply...love her <3


AAAAANYYYYWAAAAY!
this was day 17! ill see you all tomorrow :D
(actually later today, but that post is for my precious gem <3 )

Day 16: Three things about my personality that i am proud o!

lets see here.....three things i am proud of??

1: i always stand by my friends! no matter what their trouble, if they need me, i will stand by them until the very end! :D

2: i am not afraid to give my life for the one i love!  this is important to me, for many reasons. I truly am not afraid to lay down my life and sacrifice everything for the woman i love <3

3: No matter how  hard things get, i refuse to give up!! i always see things through!  be it with friends,family,school, or even work. no matter how hard it gets, i always try my best and refuse to give up! ^_^

Day 15: the best thing that happened to me this week? :3

I had two great things! (i say two, but really mean many....but i guess the same thing happening over and over again can only really be counted as one thing on something like this <_> )

anyway!!

I PASSED ALL MY CLASSES THIS HALF OF THE YEAR!!! :D

thats the one thing :3

the other thing, is i always got to wake up and see my wonderful wonderful girlfriend, every morning <3 <3 <3

seriously, its the best feeling in the world to wake up and know she is right there! i sooooooo cant wait till the day i can wake up and look her in the eyes in the mornings, and give her a good morning kiss!!!! :3

Day 14: Something Disgusting I Do??

i cant really say i do anything truly disgusting? i mean...i change my nephews diapers all the time now...does that count??

it should count....man babies are messy ;w;

honestly i think the government should implament a brand new class to help control how often teenagers have sex....
if they saw how nasty a babies diaper can get....maaaaan, that is the ultimate form of birth control o.o

like....freaking seriously, i had one i had to change from him....there was poo coming out the freaking back of it...
it was so  bad, i had to change his clothes....
it got through to his pants, it was going up his back o.o

i felt soooo bad for him....and his mom had to give him a bath....
he was kinda not feeling well that day so...yeah :c


anyway, other than changing diapers, i dont really do anything crazy XD

Renavations/why i missed three days! D:

Hey everyone!!!

im sorry for missing three days of my challenge, we had to re-model my sisters bathroom and to do that, we had to switch two breakers off that were controlling things in their room. now...the weird part is, one breaker is wired wrong and is totally overloaded, because it has MY room, my bathroom, my nephews room all on one thing O_o

anyway, when the shut it off they cut power to my room, and i couldnt post :c

so anyway im sorry and i am fixing it right now! :D

Day 13: A date i would love to go on! :D

The date I want to go on?!

oh this is so easy <3
First Marija and i would go see a movie OR go to a very very nice dinner. after we finished, we would go on a walk beneath the cool night sky, and when we finally got tired, we could go back home....get in bed, and literally just cuddle, all night. all the way through morning! <3

i would absolutely love that <3

Day 12: Things i want to say to an ex?

does....the answer NOTHING work?

because i truly dont ever want to speak to any of my ex's ever again.


i guess if i truly had to choose some things to say, it would be to heather

those would be these:

1: go die in a hole you rotten, cheating bitch.
2: i hope you get pregnant and have to spend the rest of your life with that pedophile you are dating
3: burn in hell!

beyond that, don't want to say anything to any ex's ^_^

Day 11:My Current Relationship!

My current relationship......

it is the most amazing relationship, i have ever had! its the first time i have ever truly been in love with someone AND she loves me back!!!!

I am with Marija, who is one of the most amazing,most kind,sweet,smart,funny girls you will ever meet in your entire life time! i am SOOOOOOO lucky to have her!!! She is my absolute everything and i wouldnt trade her for ANYTHING! <3

i dont think i have ever known a time in my life, where i was anywhere close to being this happy. she has literally changed everything for me! its just...so amazing, its literally really hard to find the right words to even begin to describe how much i love her.

she truly is more than i could have ever hoped for, and she makes me feel like the luckiest man, that could ever live <3

i love you marija <3 <3

Day 10: my views on drugs and alcohol!

well this is fairly simple :3

drugs are a no go for me. if you like them/do them/support them, then you should stay the hell away from me, because we will do nothing but argue about how stupid you are.

as for alcohol, there really isnt anything wrong with it...in moderation. sadly a lot of people dont drink in moderation so it is viewed as something way worse than it really is.

i do not personally drink but when i am 21 i may drink every once in a while if i am hosting a party at my house, but never enough to get drunk. i am very very good at controlling how much i do something ^-^

but yeah, anyway, these are my view on drugs and alcohol!

see you all later today, iz gonna go to sleep nao 
mikey is a very very tired person after doing 26 assignments <_>

nun night! :3

ill leave you all with this song :3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8PrTzLaLHc
Im on top of the world! :D

day 9: My last kiss!

first off i wanted to apologized. this is late because it was my final day for this semester of school and i had a CRAP ton of work that i finished at 11:58pm which was 2 minutes before i was locked out of the school website!

so anyway, MY last kiss?

it was...amazing <3

i was holding marija in my arms, and we were cuddling and it was all so very warm <3
we kissed each other and it was oh so very very sweet! <3

i love my baby! <3 <3 <3 <3

Day 8: Something i am currently worrying about!

this is gonna be kinda short but...

the thing i am worrying about right now is school school school and more school ;_;

i am so scared that i may not pass one of my classes its not even funny....
i have worked SO freaking hard this year, and the teacher messed up and asked me to re-do these assignments for her..37 assignments in two days....

i am almost fully done with it but holy crap....this is insane....
i am so worried about this.....

Java

boy....java....it sounds simple....yet...its not ._.
even the simple programs, while not super hard to understand, or even build...it is full of very dull...very tedious work!

like this for example. this is a program i made to calculate your TDEE or your Total Daily Energy Expenditure

here you all go....have fun with this one...just download bluej and copy paste it into a new 
class once you create a new project. then just right click it and run  void main (String[] args)

a console should pop up and you just enter your info, it will calculate the rest ^_^
if you dont know your bmi, go here BMI Calculator!
/**
 * Write a description of class TDEE here.
 * 
 * @author (Michael Sullivan) 
 * @version (3)
 */
import java.util.Scanner;
public class TDEE
{
   public static void main(String [] args)
   {
       Scanner user_input = new Scanner(System.in);
       Scanner User_Choice = new Scanner(System.in);
       int Activity_Level = 0;
       int BMR = 0;
       double Alvl = 0;
       double TDEE = 0;
       
       System.out.print("Please enter your name: ");
       String name = user_input.nextLine();
       System.out.print("Please enter your BMR :");
       BMR = user_input.nextInt();
       System.out.print("Please enter your Gender :");
       String gender = user_input.next();
       
       System.out.println("Please Select Your Activity Level [0-5]");
       System.out.println("[0] Resting (Sleeping, Reclining)");
       System.out.println("[1] Sedentary (Minimal Movement)");
       System.out.println("[2] Light (Sitting, Standing)");
       System.out.println("[3] Moderate (Light Manual Labor,dancing)");
       System.out.println("[4] Very Active (Team Sports,Hard Manual Labor)");
       System.out.println("[5] Extremely Active (Full-time Athlete,Heavy Manual Labor)");
       
       System.out.println("Enter the number corresponding to your activity level :");
       Activity_Level = User_Choice.nextInt();
       
       if(Activity_Level == 0  ) 
       {
           Alvl = 1;
       }
       
       else if(Activity_Level == 1)
       {
           Alvl = 1.3;
       }
       
       else if((Activity_Level == 2) && (gender.equalsIgnoreCase ("M")))
       {
           Alvl = 1.6;
       }
       
       else if((Activity_Level == 2) && (gender.equalsIgnoreCase ("F")))
       {
           Alvl = 1.5;
       }
       
       else if((Activity_Level == 3) && (gender.equalsIgnoreCase ("M")))
       {
          Alvl = 1.7;
       }
       
       else if((Activity_Level == 3) && (gender.equalsIgnoreCase ("F")))
       {
           Alvl = 1.6;
       }
       
       else if((Activity_Level == 4) && (gender.equalsIgnoreCase ("M")))
       {
           Alvl = 2.1;
       }
       
       else if((Activity_Level == 4) && (gender.equalsIgnoreCase ("F")))
       {
           Alvl = 1.9;
       }
       
       else if((Activity_Level == 5) && (gender.equalsIgnoreCase ("M")))
       {
           Alvl = 2.4;
       }
       
       else if((Activity_Level == 5) && (gender.equalsIgnoreCase ("F")))
       {
           Alvl = 2.2;
       }
       
       else
       {
           System.out.println("Error please select using 0-5");
       }
       
       TDEE = BMR * Alvl;
       System.out.println("Name: " + name);
       System.out.println("Gender: " + gender);
       System.out.println("BMR: " + BMR + " calories");
       System.out.println("Activity Factor: " + Alvl);
       System.out.println("TDEE: " + TDEE + " calories");
       
       
    }
}

this ^^^

all of this...up here, is what i do...every day....every single day i type many many many lines of code, some very different, some...very much the same....

java programming is very tedious work, i dont recommend it to anyone who likes doing many different things or hates doing the same things over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and ov-...you get the idea....anyway...yeah XD

day uhmm...-checks-....8! day 8 coming soon ^_^

let me make this clear

To my beloved Marija,

I just wish to make something clear, You say you are all of these horrible things. cold,heartless,bitchy, and a monster. Let me say this right now.... You are none of those things to me.

Marija, you have stood by me when no others would, supported me when all thought i was crazy, and pushed me when all others were trying to pull me down below. You have held me when i cried,done everything you could to cheer me up, and given me love. you have not once abandoned me, never once...have you truly left my side. You have always been there for me, showing me love, and i know you will always be there for me.

Marija, in truth....who you really are....who you always are to me, even if it is hard for you to see it...is this.
you are warm, loving,caring,strong,powerful,and loyal. 

Marija, to me, you are the absolute, most amazing person out there....because you never back down and let me fall. if you see me trip and fall, you always rush over to pick me back up, and if i am hurt too bad, you always kiss it where it hurts to make all pain go away =)

You are more to me than people see.
you are my best friend
you are the one i trust the most
you are the woman i love
you are the one i want to spend the rest of my life with
you are my life
you are my world
and...on top of all of this...

you are My guardian,and i love you.

i love you for all of the things you do, i love you for all of the things you say
and i love you, for all of the things, that make you....you!

i know i have said it a lot in a short while, but i will say it one more time
I love you Marija, Forever and Always!

Day 7: my opinion on cheating.

Cheating on the one you love....is fucking horrible....be it by accident, or be it by choice...its fucking horrible.

i dont have much to say about this subject....because there isnt much to say. my opinion is this

cheating is probably one of the worst things you could possibly do, to the one you love....

Day 6: Who i like, and why :3

i have been looking forward to this one ^_^

and, its who i LOVE, not who i like :3

I love marija, for many many reasons, but the big reason is her personality. not just little bits and pieces of it, i mean all of it. i love her, because of who she is, and....if any of her friends are reading this, they know exactly what i mean. i love her, because she is strong,she is smart, she is funny, she is loving, caring,helpful, trusting. i even love her mood swings, because all of that, makes up her. i love marija, for who she is, the way she is, and i can truly say, that i never want her to change, not for me....not for anybody!

Now, i said that the big reason is her personality, and that alone was enough to win me over. but there are more reasons, so here they are =)

Marija, is hands down....one of the most beautiful people, you could ever meet. her hair is silky, her skin is so very soft, her body is so beautiful, so flawless...and her eyes....

Her eyes are like gems....i just get, so lost in them...every time i look into them. anyone would get lost....so i truly wouldn't blame anyone for staring at her, if they looked into her eyes...because i would know, that...when they do...they become completely powerless =)

now some of these reasons, may be shortened, like the list i did about her personality...because, in truth, i shouldn't need to go into depth about that...because anyone who knows her, knows she is just absolutely amazing! <3

i could go on...literally forever, about why i love marija...because, my love for her grows, every single day. Every time i talk to her, my heart beats really fast, every time i look at her, i get really nervous, and every time we hold eachother, i feel so secure, so safe <3

I love marija, because of who she is!
she is my life, she is my love, she is my entire world <3

I love you, My precious gem <3

Marija XD

ooooooh wow XD

My precious gem, just made the biggest fail ever! apparently there is a new game out, its called...mario cunt XD

now, i know this was just a typo, but...i freaking LOST it!! XD

i used to play mario kart all the time with my mother and all i could imagine was a little six year old boy saying "mommy mommy, lets play some mario cunt!" i was of course laughing, and she kept telling me to shut up XD

god....if she was right next to me, she would have hit me SO hard XD
oooh i love her and we are gonna have so much fun together this year <3 <3 <3

another survey! :D

Dear God...Would You Please Make My Life Less Boring?!...Mmmk...Thanks Created by daizy62 and taken 1358 times on Bzoink
Who was the first person you spoke to today?:	Marija!
Who was the last?:	Marija :3
Have you told anyone you loved them today?:	yes, many times! <3
Are you wearing shoes at the moment?:	i am not :3
When did you last shower?:	one day ago, and im gonna take one after my love goes to bed <3
What song is stuck in your head right now?:	Radioactive
Does it snow where you live?:	yes!
Do you live within an hour of the ocean?:	nope :P
Do you ever do things even though you know you'll regret it later?:	i have in the past
Biggest mistake of your life?:	getting scared from a law that i later found it wouldnt effect me, and betraying the one woman i love because of it....
What are you currently sitting/laying on?:	a chair?
Who is your oldest friend?:	walt zang :3
How long have you known them?:	5 years :3
Where are they right now?:	i have no clue <_>
Have you ever dated a friend of one of your siblings?:	nope ^_^
How old is your oldest living grandparent?:	i have no clue ;_;
What were you doing at 11am this morning?:	school work <_>
What do you plan to be doing 2 hours from now?:	talking to my honey <3
Where were you living in 1993?:	wasnt born yet yo ;_;
Were you even born?:	^
Do you remember who you were dating in July 2006?:	a girl named paige i think?
Are you still dating that person?:	no XD
Who was the last non-relative of the same sex you had a conversation with?:	quinn XD
Last non-relative of the opposite sex?:	Marija <3
Has anyone kissed you today?:	yes :3
What is the best gift someone can give you?:	from marija? her heart <3
Do you tend to fall for people who don't return your feelings?:	nope :3
Why did your last relationship end?:	because heather cheated on me with a pedophile
Who ended it?:	she did
Where do you go to school, if anywhere?:	homeschooled
Do you have a job?:	did, it was seasonal, now im looking again
Where?:	Toy's R Us night stock crew
How long have you worked there?:	only a couple of weeks :/
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?:	ceader point! :3
Who were the last 3 people to leave you a comment/wall post?:	Marija, Marija, and...Jovana! :3
Are you left-handed?:	nope ^_^
Do you wear contacts?:	nope :3
Have you ever been a clown for Halloween?:	no...i freaking hate clowns ;_;
Where are the last three places you went?:	Bob Evans with mom, tee Jays with mom, and...quinns house to game ^_^
Do you remember what the price of gas was the last time you saw it?:	like...3.37?
Do you prefer Pepsi or Coke?:	coke!
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?:	yes :3
Do you tend to go for guys/girls with certain eye/hair colors?:	nope ^_^
What time did you go to bed last night?:	i have no idea <_>
When did you get up this morning?:	6:30 am
When was the last time it rained?:	today <_>
Are your finger nails painted at the moment?:	nope
Have you ever made yourself throw up?:	not intentionally
Why?:	i was upset, and i couldnt control it
Do you ever go hunting/fishing?:	i have gone fishing many times ^_^
When was the last time you went camping?:	7 years ago :/
Are you currently wearing anything orange?:	yes!
Do you know anyone who is a nurse?:	my sister WAS a nurse :3
Would you prefer to own a lapdog or a bigger dog?:	big dogs ftw!!
Are you more of a cat person?:	i am more of a cat person if i honestly had to choose between the two
Are you currently wearing any jewelry?:	nope!
Was any of it given to you?:	nope :3
If so, by whom?:	^
What is your worst subject?:	it used to be math
What was theh worst thing to happen to you today?:	my nephew left a trap of cars outside my door in the dark hallway....i stepped out and fell <_>
What are you looking forward to tomorrow?:	seeing my precious gem <3
When did you last see the last person you kissed?:	right now :3
Are you dating this person?:	yes!
Do you know anyone who plays guitar?:	yes i do :3
Do you play guitar?:	nope :P
Did anyone tell you that you looked nice today?:	nope <_>
How many missed calls have you had today?:	none?
Who were the last three people to call you?:	mom,mom,mom?
Who were the last three people you called?:	nintendo customer support, school administrative office, and mom :3
Have you had to have stitches at all in the last year?:	nope ^_^
Did you graduate high school within the last 3 years?:	nope :3
If not, will you graduate within the next 3 years?:	graduate this year! :3
How old will you be on your next birthday?:	19!
Which is coming next: Christmas or your birthday?:	birthday :3
How many people live in the same household as you?:	4 :3
Have you ever visited another country?:	no, but i am this year for xmas <3
If so, how long were you there?:	i will be there for a week :3
Do you have any money on yourself at the moment?:	nope ;_;
Do you sleep in the nude?:	uhm...i have...a few times....yes ;_;
Do you ever walk around the house naked if no one is home?:	only my room, for short periods while getting changed ;_;
What is your favorite way to spend a rainy morning?:	it WILL be snuggling up to Marija and just laying there until we both feel we should move <3
What is your favorite way to spend a cool autumn night?:	same way!! ^
Where was the last place you slept other than your house?:	in a car?
Have you ever stayed up all night and then gone to work in the morning?:	yes =.=
Is there anyone you wish you could see right now?:	marija <3
Do you have any big plans for the weekend?:	nope :/
How many relationships have you been in so far this year?:	1 c:
Do you prefer to be single or with someone?:	with marija <3
Do you have any tattoos?:	nope!
Are you planning on getting any?:	never
Would you pierce your nipples for $100?:	uhm....fuck no ._.
Did you lose your virginity before you were sixteen?:	nope ^_^
Have you ever dated someone who had a child?:	never <_>
What are the middle names of everyone in your family?:	oh hell....uhm...william,joseph,ann,dwane,daniel,jo and...thats all i have <_>
Are you taller than 5'6"?:	nope, 5"4 <_>
Where did you go the last time you took a vacation?:	great wolf lodge :3
If you could live in a tv show, which one would you be in?:	i dont know <_>
Would you ever consider adoption?:	absolutely!
Who is someone you aspire to be like?:	no idea <_>
How do you feel about your life right now?:	its wonderful! <3
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day 5: 5 things that irritate me about the opposite/same sex?

well this is odd, i don't have 5 things that annoy me that are specific to men OR women....so ill just post 5 things that annoy the living hell out of me ^-^

1: acting preppy, now, this doesnt apply to men or women because i live around quite a few gays and they are guilty of this as well. you know those blonde highschool cheerleaders that are always stuck up, preppy, and a total bitch? yeah....acting like this irritates me ^_^

2:Not having an open mind! people judge things before they try it or give it/other people a chance. this does fall under the preppy people class however more than just them do it. also, before certain people jump in here about me not giving bieber,1d, and other "popular" boy bands/artists a chance before i jump on the "they must burn" wagon....i did...listen to them at first to give them a chance....this is actually how i find alot of bands i like. i listened to jb/1d, and i did not like them one little bit .-.

3:Buying things to look impressive to others. now, by this, i dont mean having nice things. i mean, knowing you have something, and just to look impressive, you go buy a new one so you have two, or if its something that gets upgraded every year, you have to be one of the first ones at school to have it. -cough- all apple products -cough- oh? im sorry what? i have no idea what you are talking about! i didnt say anything! ^_^

4:Men and women who think it is a womans job, to slave over her man, and that her place is the kitchen.

to all people that think this, look....this is not the 18th century, and if it was up to me, it wouldnt have been like that back then either. i dont even need to go deep into this one, because honestly, how fucking ridiculous does this sound. "Huurr durr, get back in that kitchen woman, thats the only place you are useful"......

seriously....that sounds fucking stupid....

5: Being a Hipster....
seriously...."i played nes before it was cool" "pc's are too mainstream, i use a mac." blah blah blah i could go on with that crap forever.... i hate all hipsters and they should burn :3


AAAANYYYWAY!
that finishes this up :3
ill be posting more today since i don't have a crazy amount of stuff to do :3

see you all later!!! :D

woot, finished all mah school work!!

well, i finished all my school work, so now i am off for 8 days!!! :D

i can do even more blog posts and spend that time with my baby!!!!
iz so excited!!!! :D

Day 4: What i wear to bed??

this one is crazy short...and i almost forgot to do it today .-.

well, usually i wear my pajama bottoms and nothing else, but when its hot out...just my briefs....

Relationship Survey!

Long survey about relationships. Created by mcflier and taken 1955 times on Bzoink
Do you plan outfits the day before?:	Most of the time, yes ^_^
Do you have a best friend?:	i do!
Do you still talk to your first kiss?:	i do!
Are you in a relationship?:	YES!
How long is the longest relationship you've been in?:	9 months, soon going on 10!!
Are you still a virgin?:	absolutely!
Do you get along with your parents?:	i get along with my mother ^_^
How many siblings do you have?:	2, 3 counting my stepbrother from my moms current marriage
Do you get along with your siblings?:	i get along with my sister very well, my brothers it is off and on
What phone do you have?:	no phone :P
Do you prefer to text or call?:	calling!
What time do you usually go to bed?:	random times, all the time <_>
Was your last kiss a mistake?:	kissing Marija is never a mistake!
Do you like the last person you kissed?:	YES!!
Do they know you like them?:	DUH! XD
Do they like you back?:	YES!!!
If someone likes you, would you want them to tell you?:	oh yes, yes i would!
How would you want them to tell you or let you know?:	usually i drop hints that i like them to get them to feel more comfortable with telling me :3
Have you ever written love letters?:	YES!!!!
Have you ever wrote a song about a crush?:	no, but i want to! =)
Have you ever had a song written about you?:	nope ^_^
What is your favourite hair colour in a boy/girl?:	brown :3
Eye colour?:	a mix of green/brown in an awesome pattern :3
Do you like a boy/girl to be taller or shorter than you?:	doesnt matter to me! :3
What is your favourite body part about the opposite sex?:	thats a difficult one <_>
Do you get along with girls or boys better?:	girls most of the time <_>
Do you have more female or male friends?:	male :P
Do your parents mind you having friends of the opposite sex over?:	not at all! ^_^
Do your parents mind you dating?:	nope ^_^
Do your parents check up on the person you are dating?:	not really! they trust my judgement ^_^
Have your parents ever embarrased you infront of a crush?:	my mom has .-.
Does your dad get protective of you?:	pfft no XD
What is your favourite thing to do with the opposite sex?:	cuddle and snuggle! :3
Who is your best female friend?:	Marija!
Who is your best male friend?:	Lee
Are you their best friend?:	YES :3
Are you loyal to a boyfriend/girlfriend?:	I am!!
Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?:	technically no....but i have hurt one...
Have you ever been cheated on?:	a few times <_>
Did you dump them?:	nope, she dumped me
Did you forgive them?:	nope, i still hate heather
Did they forgive you?:	thats a question for marija
Have you ever slapped/punched the opposite sex?:	NEVER! i would never raise a hand to a woman!
Have you ever had a fight/argument over somebody you love?:	i have <_>
Would you do anything for your lover?:	YES!!!!!
Would you rather have nights in or nights out with a boy/girl?:	Nights in with the woman i love!
Can you lay with a boy/girl w/o doing anything and talk but still have fun?:	i could with marija!!
Do you like to hold hands?:	yes!
Are you a cuddler?:	its undeniable at this point!
Do you make the first move or wait for the other person to make it?:	if i am super nervous, they have to make it ;_;
Have you ever been in love?:	I AM NOW!
When did you last kiss somebody properly?:	oooh....last night :3
Did you enjoy it?:	i always enjoy when i kiss her!
Have you ever done anything embarrasing infront of the opposite sex?:	yes .-.
Are you afraid to cry infront of the opposite sex?:	i am afraid, but it doesnt stop it all the time...
Can you open up easily to a boy/girl you like?:	if i know them well enough, i can open up ^_^
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?:	yes, i can tell marija anything!
Can you last in a relationship for over 6 months?:	yes! :3
Do you want to get married?:	YES!!
Do you want kids?:	YES!
Does age matter in a relationship?:	as long as its not illegal, then no ^_^
Do you get jealous easy?:	yes ;w;
Have you ever liked somebody and not told them?:	yeah, an old friend of mine in 3rd grade
Have you ever loved somebody and not told them?:	i dont think it was love i felt for amanda
Does anybody like you?:	yes!
Does anybody love you?:	YES XD
Do you like somebody right now?:	DUH!
Are you in love right now?:	i am! and it grows every day!!!
Do you prefer to be single or in a relationship?:	Relationship :3
Have you ever had a kiss or more without being in a relationship?:	nope ^-^
Do you have any regrets with past relationships?:	yes....yes i do
Do you still talk to your ex(s)?:	nope ^_^
Can you still be friends with an ex?:	it depends really
Have you ever fallen for a best friend?:	i fell in love with mine :)
Do long distance relationships really work?:	yes they do! :3
Do you think relationships are ever worth it?:	OF COURSE!!!!
Would you change for the one you love?:	anything and everything!
Would you die for the one you love?:	without a second thought!
Would you look after the one you love?:	absolutely!
If your crush called you at night needing help, would you help?:	i dont have a crush, i have Marija! and yes i would <3
Have you ever slept in the same bed as the opposite sex?:	nope ^-^
Do you like to hold or to be held?:	both :3
Where is your favourite spot to be kissed other than your mouth?:	hmm, cheeks,nose,eyelids,neck :3
If you arn't a virgin, do you regret your first time? or was it perfect?:	i am a virgin
If you are a virgin how do you want your first time to be?:	loving, sweet, not too crazy =)
Do you know anybody you'd like to lose it to?:	YES!!!!
Have you kissed anybody on your top friends?:	i have kissed Marija <3
Have you kissed anybody with a name starting with D, H, P, S, K, L?:	nope ^_^
How old were you when you started noticing the opposite sex?:	like....13?
How old were you when you had your first kiss?:	18 ;_;
Do you miss any of your ex's?:	NOPE!
Have you actually ever been in a relationship or are you making this up?:	i am in a relationship right now ^_^
Do you think it's embarrasing kissing a boy/girl infront of your parents?:	for the first time, yes, after...nope ^_^
What would be the perfect personality in a boy/girl?:	one who is smart,funny,loving,kind,helpful! i could go on forever! :3
Are looks important?:	not really!
Do you prefer one offs or a whole relationship?:	a whole relationship <3
Do you like long relationships?:	YES!!
Do you think the person you like is reading this right now?:	She will be :3
Would you want them to reply?:	YES!!
So who is it you actually like?:	MARIJA!!!!!
Have you ever felt 100% comfortable around the opposite sex?:	i am 100% comfortable with marija <3
Have you ever made the opposite sex cry?:	yes =(
Do you like valentines day?:	i do!
Have you ever kissed under mistletoe?:	not yet, but i will this christmas <3
What is love?:	something that changes your life, makes you feel whole, and something that once you have, you feel you would die without.
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