i wish i could save you....

Take a breath
I Pull myself together
Just another step till i reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish i that i could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that i want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever i want you to know

When i hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what i do i can't make you feel better
If only i could find the answer
To help me understand!

Sometimes I wish i could save you
and There's so many things that i want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
if it takes you forever, i want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
i'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you wont give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
oh you know i'll be there for you!

If only i could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there's so many things that i want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
if it takes you forever, i want you to know
(oh)

I wish i could save you
i want you to know

I wish i could save you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SywgDfYoROE

I am tired of saying this to one person.....

I am tired of saying this to only one person!!!!!!! I want the entire world to know how i feel!

Earlier last year i hated the world and everyone in it, my life was hell. people used me, people treated me horribly, led me down paths that only hurt me, and....i truly felt like i was nothing more than garbage... I felt like a waste of air....I was.......broken. I was a broken person....with a broken mind....a broken heart....and a broken life....

But then...in march i met someone...someone who was like me....who had been hurt....and used by many people. i met her...and everything just...clicked. She was smart, she was funny, she was kind, she was beautiful.....oooh...how she was beautiful. her personality combined with her physical looks were the absolute definition of true beauty to me..

We got together, and...as odd as it may seem....two broken people began to fix each other. putting pieces back into place, and coming together, forming something even more beautiful than before. we were in love...I....I who was broken...finally found someone worth loving....i had never been so happy before...NEVER in a million years would i have thought that i would find someone....so wonderful.

We made each other happy! happier than we had ever been!!! i fought so many people for her, because they would always attack her. i stood up and beat them all back and i would gladly do it again!!! all for her!!!!

Marija i love you!!!! i know you are reading this!!!!! i love you with all my heart,mind,body, and soul!!!!!!
i know i have made my mistakes, and god....oh i am so sorry i made them!!!! but i promise to fix everything!!!!!!! I would do anything right now if it meant we could be together and hold each other in our arms!!!

You are the one who lit up my world, you are the one who put me back together, you are the one who glued the pieces and held them tightly so they could never fall apart again!!! Marija you saved my life! you saved my world! you gave me a reason to live!!!!

I love you Marija...and i promise.....i am going to give you the best life i can....even if it kills me...

you are my most precious person....even more valuable than the most precious gem.....
i will protect you from all harm....and i will treasure you like no other!

I love you.....
So much......