IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII cannot sleep ;-;

rawr...I cant frippin sleep.

for some odd reason i am really hyper and my stomach is twisting in a weird way like, its upset but it isnt? I have no idea what that is all about but im not taking medicine because....blah, i dont like medicine -.-

I wish i could sleepy sleepz ;-;

I Just Graduated!!!! :D

Woop Woop!!! Years AND Years of my life are finally done with!! I Graduated earlier today!!!! :D

 Me, My Sis, And my Brother In-Law V

 Me, My Mother, and Step Father V

 Me, My Father, And my Step Mother V

I will upload the photo's the school took of me and my diploma, and my class photo's as soon as we get them! :D

My honey~

Haaaaai everyone!!! :3
It has been a very very long time since my last post and i am very sorry for that ;-;

Anyway, i wanted to get right into what i wanted to say! :3

My honey <3
Literally the only reason I ever get out of bed anymore, the only reason I smile, the only reason I laugh.
You are the only reason I even breathe anymore <3

You are so smart, so kind, so loving and helpful, that you amaze me every single day of my life!
Sure you have bad days but everyone does, but the difference between you and every other girl on the planet, is you don't let those days control you and destroy everyone around you <3

I love you oh so very very much , for many reasons you have heard thousands of times and as many of my friends have seen, you are, and have always been since I met you, a huge part of my life.

In their eyes, they couldn't understand at first, how I could fall in love with someone so far away, yet alone fall so hard for them. As the days went by, they finally saw something, the reason why I fell so hard for you.

They actually started seeing me smile, hearing me truly laugh and not just a simple smirk. I actually started getting healthier and was outside more and I was truly less depressed. Sure I spent more time inside talking to you than with them, but they accepted that, because they finally saw that after the years and years of torment I had gotten from people and my ex, that I was finally happy and finally had a life that I was happy with <3

You complete me, you made me the person I am today, and are making me the person I will be in the future. You make a future possible and its not just any future, its OUR future and it is a happy one <3

I have always dreamed to meet someone like you, but i never thought it was possible and neither did my friends. Nobody, not even myself believed a girl like you could ever exist in the world today, and you my dear have proven us wrong! <3

You are even better than I could have ever possibly dreamed and I treasure you above all.
Not just as a person nor just as a friend.

But the part of me I was missing my entire life,
The woman who completes me,
The woman, I love <3

For My Beloved Marija!

Hey honey!
I just, I really wanted to write something for you, so you could see how much I love you <3
I know very well that I am not good with words and I may end up repeating things but, its the best I can do, honest! I seriously think I have said every single sweet, loving, cheesy thing i can possibly say to you ;w;

Look, my dear
You mean more to me than anything in the entire world and from the moment I met you, you have driven me to work harder and try hard at everything I do. You even pushed me to get a job and honestly gave me a real reason to work. Honestly the reason I am even here today, is because you have given me a reason to live, and a future to look forward to! You are always there when I need you most, and you have always been there, even if angry. You have shown me love every single day and have made the past year one of the greatest years i have ever had in my entire life! I truly, honestly thank you, from the very bottom of my heart for that! <3

You are always there for your friends, always there for people in trouble, even if you dont really know them.That in its own is something worth admiring. You work hard for yourself, for your friends, and even for your family! I have got to hand it to you...you are one of the most amazing people I have ever know! <3

I have said it before in the past my dear, and I will say it again for many years to come! With you by my side,I am the happiest and luckiest man in the entire world! You fill every dark day with light, every cold day with warmth, and my once empty heart, with love!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I honestly, wholly, truly love you Marija!
You mean more to me than anything!
You are my best friend
One I trust the most
Someone I would go out of my way for,
and even die for.

You are my most precious treasure,
Always shining like a precious gem!

I will forever love you and protect you!!!

I love you Marija!

Soooooo, our friend Sparks gave me a challenge, and it was to write "I love you" 300 times O.O

better  get started~

I love you Marija!!!!!, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you so very very much marija!!!!!

ooooh my god my fingers huuuuuurt! D:
back to it! D:

I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, You are my everything!!!!! I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There!
300 times! :3
I win! ^w^

I really do love you Marija! <3

New look and Layout!

Hey everyone!!!
I have decided to try a new look and lay out, the red and black was kinda getting....meh ;w;

AAANNNNYWAY, I would really really like to use a custom picture background but I haven't quite figured out how to do that yet so this will have to do for now! :3

Soon I will be uploading some of my drawings from my Colors! 3D app on my ds, man I love this painting app. Now please don't get me wrong... I am in no way shape or form claiming to be an artist, as a matter of fact, I just down right suck BUT its fun to do so....bite me -.-

anyway, lemme know down in the comments what you think of the new look! :3

My Queen!

Me & My Girlfriend <3 Created by mixedxshawty and taken 821 times on Bzoink
About Her// Appearance & Personality
Name::	Marija~ <3
Age::	15!
Hair Color::	brown! <3
Hair Style::	Long <3
Is She Shy??:	kind of yes but kind of no! :3
Funny??:	yes!!!
Sweet??:	omg yes <3
Mean??:	not ever! <3
Loving??:	yes, yes, yes, 1000 times yes!! <3
Can She Express Herself??:	yes!!! <3
Honest??:	YES! <3
Funny??:	one of the funniest people i know <3
Respectful??:	only to people who deserve it!!! <3
About Us// Being Together
Does She Sing For You??:	we sing together! <3
Do You Sing For Her??:	yes! <3
Do You Two Have A Song??:	The book of love <3 OH and This Song saved my life! <3
Who Asked Who Out??:	i asked her, but she helped me! :3
What Day Did Yall Start Goin Out??:	March 17 <3
How Long Have You Two Been Goin Out??:	in 13 days it will be a year! <3
When Did You Meet Her?? Where??:	on pewdiepie.net! <3
Your First Impression Of Her??:	she was so wonderful!, so kind! so helpful, funny, and just all around amazing! <3
Have You Two Kissed Yet??:	many many many many times! <3
Do You Two Do Public Displays Of Affection??:	we will1 :3
If So, How Frequently??:	whenever we want! <3
Have You Two Ever Gotten In A Fight??:	yes :c
If So, How Many?? And How Bad??:	only a few, some were bad, some were not :3
Have You Ever Gone On "A Break":	yes T_T
Do People Think You Two Are A Cute Couple??:	absolutely <3
Do You Two Have A Song??:	refer to the previous answer about a song o.o
Randoms// ?
Do You Think She's Attractive??:	YES! <3
Do You Hold Hands In Public??:	we will!!!! <3
Have You Ever Rubbed Her Tummy While She Was Cramping??:	i will, every single time <3
Do You Get Jealous Or Mad Whenever Guys Do Anything To Her??:	jelous if its not anything sexual, but if it IS sexual, i get VERY VERY mad >:c
Do She Get Jealous When Do Anything With Other Girls??:	yes ;-;
Ever Been To The Mall Together??:	we will! <3
Does She Emotionally Abuse You??:	NEVER! <3
Does She Physically Abuse You??:	NEVER EVER! <3
Does She Tease You??:	all the time ;-;
Do You Love Her??:	with all my heart and soul! <3
Or You Reallllly Realllly Like Her??:	i really really really really really LOVE HER! <3 <3 <3
Or Is It Just A Crush??:	its true love! <3
Does She Feel The Same Way About You??:	yes!!! <3
What Is Your Sign??:	Cancer!
What Is Her Sign??:	Aries! :3
Do You Talk To Her On The Phone Everyday??:	no, but we do on skype almost every day! <3
In Person??:	soon! <3
Is Your Relationship...
Freaky??:	nope! <3
Cute??:	yes!!! <3
A Trusting One??:	ABSOLUTELY!!! <3
Mushy??:	YES!!! <3 <3 <3 <3
Playful??:	ALMOST EVERY DAY! <3
Mean??:	never! <3
Could It Be Better??:	i feel it is perfect just the way it is and could only ever get better when i marry her!!! <3 <3 <3 :3
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My Baby!!!

MY GIRLFRIEND--FOR THE GUYS Created by bne-0409 and taken 478 times on Bzoink
--BASIC--
Name?:	Marija
Middle Name?:	uh, baby, help me ;-;
Age?:	15!
Birthday?:	April 12th!!
Older or younger than you?:	Younger
--APPEARANCE
Eye Color?:	Hazel!
Hair Color?:	Brown~
Hair Length?:	Medium! :3
Skin Tone?:	Light!
Height?:	uh ;-;
Clothes Style?:	uhm ;-;
Taller or shorter than you?:	about the same acutally! ^_^
--YOU & HER--
When did you first meet her(NOT date her)?:	I met her on March 15th! :3
Where did you first meet her?:	PewDiePie.net
When did you start dating?:	March 17!! <3
How long ago was this?:	11 months, soon to be a year!!! <3
Where were you when you started dating?:	home :3
Who asked who out?:	I asked her, but she helped me ask her! :3
Were you scared or exciting about dating her?:	excited!!! <3
Did your first kiss happen before or after you started dating?:	after! <3
How long did you know her before you started dating?:	only a couple of days ^_^
Did you want to date her for a while before started dating?:	actually after the first day, i realized i was in love with her ^-^
Do you think it's a good relationship?:	yes!!!
How long do you want it to last?:	until the end of time! <3
Do you guys have a special place?:	in each others arms!
Any traditions or anything?:	nope :3
A song?:	The Book Of Love!
How about inside jokes?:	there are a few inside jokes ;-;
What was the first thing you noticed about her when you first met her?:	oh god....her incredible personality! how intelligent she was!, how kind and helpful! <3
What's one thing u found out after u started dating that u didn't know B4?:	i would have never imagined that she was even more amazing than she appeared to be! <3
What are the things you love most about her?:	oh god~ Everything!!!! literally everything about her drives me wild!! <3
What are the things you don't really love about her?:	i love everything! ^_^
What's one thing that makes you think "Damn, she's so cute?":	well, when she was on camera at the cafe one time, she gave me this beautiful beautiful look, sun shining on her face, and her eyes just popped out. oh my god...just the entire look was so cute! <3 omg! <3
What things does she do that make you smile?:	hug me, hold me, tell me she loves me, tease me, play games with me, poke me! :3
What does she do that makes you sad?:	goes to bed and sleeps! :c (i do the same though, so its ok ;-; )
Have you ever cried in front of her?:	i have ;-;
Would you rather go forever without her hugs or her kisses?:	if i had to go forever without either one of those two things...i would die :c
Do you think she'd be a good mother?:	oh my god yes!!!! <3
Do you want to marry her one day?:	with all my heart,mind,body, and soul!!!!!! <3 <3 <3
--IS SHE--
Materialistic?:	no! :3
Religious?:	Nope!! ^_^
Stubborn?:	yes! ;-;
Caring?:	yes! <3
A Sweetheart?:	oh absolutely! <3
Romantic?:	she makes my heart melt!<3
Easily Angered?:	nope! :3
Physically Abusive?:	never! ^_^
Verbally Abusive?:	absolutely not!!! <3
Sexually Abusive?:	nope!!! <3
Adventerous?:	yes! :3
Creative?:	yes!!! she is so creative!! especially with stories!!! <3
Intelligent?:	YES!!!!
Quick Witted?:	yes!! <3
Funny?:	one of the funniest people i know! <3
A Positive Thinker?:	at times, yes! ^=^
Artistic?:	yes!!!! i love her drawings!!! <3
Determined?:	Very!!<3
Passionate?:	one of the most passionate people i know! <3
Very verbal with her feelings?:	only when she is in the mood to be, but when she is, oh wow! <3
Shy?:	very! ^_^
Outgoing?:	it depends!
Confident?:	it also depends really! she is good at reading people or situations and will only be confident if she trusts someone or likes the situation!
Patient?:	yes! :3
Understanding?:	absolutely! <3
Giving?:	she has given me the entire world! <3
Trusting?:	yes! <3
Clingy?:	nope! :3
Jealous?:	she can be ;-;
Strong?:	VERY VERY VERY Strong! <3
Sensitive?:	yes! :3
Loveable?:	literally, the most loveable person in the world! <3
--DOES SHE--
Kiss you on your forehead?:	YES! <3
Sing to you?:	we sing to eachother! <3
Cheer you up easily?:	literally, all she has to do is hug me, and my day is made! <3
Tickel you?:	yes ;-;
Know your weaknesses?:	every single one T_T
Admit when she's wrong?:	yes! ^_^
Do you favors?:	all the time! ^_^
Drive you places?:	nope <_>
Go out of her way for you?:	yes!!!!
Make you blush and weak to your knees?:	oh yeah! all the time actually ;-;
Rub your back?:	she does! ^_^
Always ask you questions to make sure you're content happy?:	yes!!!! <3
Call you just to tell you she loves you?:	oh yeah! all i have to do, is look at her and look into her eyes. even if no words are said, anyone would be able to see we are in love with eachother! ^_^ <3
Give you her clothes to wear?:	nope :3
Tell people about you?:	all the time! ^_^
Play with your hair?:	yes ;-;
Joke around with you?:	YES! <3
--HAVE YOU EVER--
Taken a road trip with her?:	nope :c
Taken a shower with her?:	not yet o///o
Went to one of her family events?:	nope :c
Brought her to one of your family events?:	not yet!
Bit her?:	only playfully ^_^
Made her cry?:	yes....
Given her a bruise?:	i would NEVER!
Went into her myspace account?:	nope! ^_^
Made her jealous?:	i have :c
Made her pee her pants with laughter?:	nope! but i do have a knack for making her laugh when she is drinking coke. its funny :3
Went swimming with her?:	not yet! <3
Felt like a complete idiot in front of her?:	at times, yes ;-; BUT its a good thing ! ^_^
Sang in front of her?:	yes! <3
Danced in front of her?:	not yet ;-;
Told her your true feelings?:	absolutely! <3
Yelled at her?:	yes...
Made her bleed?:	NO!
Helped fix her boo boos?:	yes! <3
Went to the hospital with her?:	i would! like, if it were an emergency, i would drop everything and do my best to get there!
Went shopping with her?:	not yet! :3
Went to dinner with her?:	we will this Xmas <3
Went to the movies with her?:	nope :3
Took a walk with her?:	this Xmas <3
Shared food with her?:	^
Played a trick on her?:	all the time! :3
Kissed her in the rain?:	yet another thing for Xmas <3
--COULD YOU--
Marry her?:	YES!!! ALL OF THE YES IN THE WORLD!!!!
Have babies with her?:	^^^^^^^^^
Trust her with your life?:	I trust her with absolutely EVERYTHING!!!
Spend the rest of your life being happy with her?:	that is a dream come true! yes! <3
Trust her with money?:	absolutely!!!!
Work through your guy's problems?:	yes!!! i would work as hard as i possibly can! <3
Talk to her for hours on end?:	we do that all the time! <3
Ride in a car for hours with her on end?:	we will! <3
--HER FAVORITES--
Color?:	Dark Purple,Black,Dark Neon Blue!
Food?:	;-;
Sport?:	none! :3
Type of music?:	Rock,hip-hop!? :3
Perfume?:	i have no idea ;-;
Weather?:	anything in spring! :3
--RANDOM--
Do you feel connected with her?:	she is literally the one person in this world, i feel most connected with <3
Would you be the first to stick up for her?:	I have, and always will be <3
Do you love her just the way she is?:	YES! i wouldn't change anything about her!!!! (besides her last name <3)
Are you proud to be her man?:	YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you think she's proud to be your girl?:	i believe she is <3
How many kids does she want?:	2! :3
What's her obsession?:	Music,Lord of The Rings!,
What time does she usually wake up?:	uh ;-;
Do your friends know about her?:	yes!!! <3
Do your friends like her?:	they all do! :3
Does her friends know about you?:	YES! :3
Does her friends like you?:	most of them! ^_^
Does your family like her?:	My mom does like her, she just worries ^_^ (dad doesnt count <_>)
Does her family like you?:	her mom loves me! kinda! i think.... (her dad is a jerk/idiot so, again he doesnt count!)
What's the sweetest thing she's done?:	held me when i was crying <3
Do you celebrate your every month anniversary?:	YES!!! <3
Do you like when she surprises you?:	all the time! <3
Would you be sad if she moved to a different state?:	i would love if she moved here! <3
Do you think that you two are rihgt for each other?:	Absolutely!!!!
Have you guys already talked about your wedding?:	yes o///o
Your kids?:	also yes o///o
Do you have any names picked out yet?:	Natally Ann and Mason James! <3
How many kids, altogether do you two want to have?:	two! :3
Talked about where you want to live?:	yes!!! <3
How many pets do you two want to have?:	uh, lots of cats! :3
--LAST QUESTION--
Do you deep down in your heart truly love her?:	yes, yes i do! <3
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GF Survey! :3

Girlfriend Survey Created by forevermad and taken 231 times on Bzoink
[[About You]]
Name::	Michael
Age::	18
Birthday::	June 27th :3
Zodiac Sign::	Cancer
Hair Color::	Black
Eye Color::	Brown :3
Height::	5 feet 2 inches
Weight::	187 pounds ;-; (though i am losing weight again! yay!)
[[About Her]]
Name::	Marija
Age::	15
Birthday::	April 12th
Zodiac Sign::	Aries
Hair Color::	Brown
Eye Color::	Brown/green :3
Height::	163.cm :3
Weight::	50kg! :3
[[About You Both]]
When did you meet?:	we met around march 15th ^_^
Where did you meet?:	Pewdiepie.net!
When did you start dating?:	March 17th <3
Who asked who out?:	I asked her! (though i was too nervous and she had to lure me to ask ;-;)
How long have you been together?:	11 months today!! <3
Who said 'I love you' first?:	Me :3
Who made the first move?:	I did ^_^ (though i had help, from her ;-;)
Have you met her parents?:	i have met her mom, and she is awesome :3
Has she met yours?:	not really :/
Was it love at first sight?:	YES!!!!!
Are you her protector?:	I try my very best to protect her from everything <3
What is she like as a person?:	oh god~ <3 she is literally, the most sweet, most kind, most helpful, most loving, most beautiful person you could ever hope to know <3
What do you like most about her?:	EVERYTHING!!! <3 <3
What does she like most about you?:	thats a question for mah baby :3
What do you like least about her?:	nothing :3
What does she like least about you?:	also another question for mah baby ;-;
Do you get along with her friends?:	i do! sorta ;-;
Does she get along with your friends?:	she has only met a few, but yes! her and lee actually teamed up to tease me -.-
Have you fallen head over heals for her?:	YES! <3 <3 <3
Has she fallen head over heals for you?:	I believe so :3
Do you believe this will last forever?:	yes! <3
Do you two want to get married?:	oh god~ more than anything! <3
Do you two want to have kids?:	yes!!! :3
Are you two happy with each other?:	absolutely!! <3 <3 <3
Could you stand to live with her?:	it would be a dream come true <3
Could she stand to live with you?:
[[Her Faves]]
Color::	colors* :3 dark purple, black, and dark neon blue :3
Movie::	Lord Of The Rings! :3
TV Show::	Two and a half men? :3
Food::	uh, something from mc.donalds? i think ;-;
Drink::	coke!
Candy::	uh, i dont remember T_T
Flavor::	??
Actor::	Charlie Sheen?
Actress::	I have no idea ;-;
Book::	she doesnt read much :3
Magazine::	i dont think she reads magazines :3
Website::	Blogger/twitter/pewdiepie.net :3
Car/Truck::	no idea <_>
College/School::	also not a clue T_T
State::	Belgrade!
Country::	Serbia :3
Number::	dont know her favorite number <_>
Letter::	or letter T_T
Game::	Dragon Age!!! <3
Store::	uh....;-;
Person::	me? :3
Sport::	she doesnt watch! :D
Sports Team::	^
Scent::	uh.....i dont remember ;-;
Flower::	Orchids,Tulips, and roses! :D
Season::	Summer?
Holiday::	halloween? :3
Day Of The Week::	any day with me? :3
Music Genre::	Rock!
Band/Singer::	ooh uh, her fav band? thats a difficult one! we both love so many! XD
Song::	This song saved my life/The book of love <3
Radio Station::	she doesnt listen :3
TV Channel::	or watch tv :3
Cartoon Character::	^
[[Random Questions]]
Do you know her what her turn ons and turn offs are?:	uh, probably not for public o///o
Do you know HOW to turn her on?:	yes o///o
Does she know HOW to turn YOU on?:	yes, very well ;-;
Does she know what your turn ons and turn offs are?:	yes :3
Are you her best friend?:	yes! :3
Is she your best friend?:	absolutely <3
Do you know everything about her?:	i dont think i do T_T
Does she know everything about you?:	i think so? maybe? ;-;
Would you die for her?:	without a second thought! <3
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